"If we sleep together will it make us friends forever?"

Mira, Mira... what great words. I always knew I should give up feelings of lust and become a nun. Somehow, I've managed to alienate two of my close friends because my emotions don't listen to reason. So I think I will give up romantic thoughts for the summer. According to Lauren I need to focus on goals for my life. Like saving the world. Because knowing my own goals will make me less insecure about relationships, I guess.

So. Goals? I want to make time to do art. There's a sculpture idea that's been floating around in my head ever since the end of school. I also would love to do a painting and have it turn out well. I want to make my room clean. I have millions of pictures taking up space on my dresser that need to be organized and put into albums. I want to read a lot. I want to play frisbee.

The problem with these goals is I don't feel like I have time for them. Either I'm working, working out, or sleeping. That doesn't leave much time for doing things I want to do, because I also need to hang out with friends. I guess I should do more stay-at-home nights. Or sleep a lot less. Haha, like I'd ever give up sleep.