Regionals
Oh god, I'm nervous. I'm supposed to be a handler, and I feel like no one should trust me with the disc that much in a real game. I feel like I don't deserve the position yet. And during sectionals I wasn't playing well. Whew. Breathe. I want to be a handler. And to be a good handler, I need to start now. I just don't want to disappoint people because I freak out. Time to realize I'm probably judging myself a lot harsher than everyone else. Time to just do it, as I tell everyone else.
Hmm.. also time to write a paper. Yummy.
Hmm.. also time to write a paper. Yummy.
posted by Joni at 7:44 PM
1 Comments:
Wow, I feel as if I'm reading my own blog. Actually, I feel like that a lot when I read your blog.
You're right about judging yourself more harshly than others. Everyone messes up on the field. But I know it's hard not to freak out, I still freak out a LOT when I get the disc. And then I mess up, and get pissed at myself, and start freaking out more. It's an evil evil cycle.
Okay, so that was probably incredibly UN-helpful. But at least you now know that it's okay and you're not alone. Plus, you're way ahead of me, I wish I was learning to be a handler when I was a freshman =)
AND - this week at practice you and me get to be the main handlers on our 'team', assuming everyone shows up. But Ben did that for a reason, he sees our potential and wants it to flourish (sp?). You'll be fine this weekend, I have faith =)
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