Anger
Two points
1) I don't think I handle anger well. I was sitting in math today absolutely HATING my teacher because he wasn't prepared for the lesson. I don't think it's normal to be that frustrated over a class I claim not to care about. Maybe I subconsciously still like math, and it makes me angry that he can't teach it. At all.
2) I'm a little sad no dating type thing has happened this year. Sometimes I'm a bit more angry than just sad. Now is one of those times. I keep thinking something's wrong with me. The saying "you have to love yourself before you can love someone else" or the implied end "before someone else can love you" has been said to me, and I know its true in some way, but at this moment realizing that statement is true doesn't help me.
So time to move on. Do something productive. Stop thinking. Wait for another wave of "I love being single" to hit.
1) I don't think I handle anger well. I was sitting in math today absolutely HATING my teacher because he wasn't prepared for the lesson. I don't think it's normal to be that frustrated over a class I claim not to care about. Maybe I subconsciously still like math, and it makes me angry that he can't teach it. At all.
2) I'm a little sad no dating type thing has happened this year. Sometimes I'm a bit more angry than just sad. Now is one of those times. I keep thinking something's wrong with me. The saying "you have to love yourself before you can love someone else" or the implied end "before someone else can love you" has been said to me, and I know its true in some way, but at this moment realizing that statement is true doesn't help me.
So time to move on. Do something productive. Stop thinking. Wait for another wave of "I love being single" to hit.
posted by Joni at 6:43 PM
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you're reading my blog, so why not?
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