Dream

Five minutes before I woke up this morning, I was dreaming. I drove about two hours with my family to a group family therapy thing. I had to pee the entire drive. We went to a building near a shore, but in a forest. We were sitting in a circle with maybe four other families. I was the oldest one there. I still had to pee, but I was waiting for all the little kids to go. The leader lady started the session. She was asking questions and I wasn't really paying a attention. But just as it was my turn to use the bathroom she gave me a look asking me to stay a minute longer. She told us all to close our eyes and imagine something. Than she asked people what were they doing? When she came to me I was quiet. I wasn't really imagining anything, but I didn't want to say that. She said "If you're not doing anything that's ok" and I opened my eyes to say that "I don't know what I'm doing" but she was giving me this hard look and she said "You can write if you want to. It gets harder as you get older because there's more competition, but you can do it." Than I woke up. Do I want to major in English and write? My uncle has a very poor opinion of English majors. I told him my English teacher said I could major in English if I wanted to, and he said "You learn to write in almost any major. She just wants everyone to major in English" Frankly, I don't want to major in anything. You have to basically learn what to do at whatever job you do, so why this extended amount of schooling? I want to do an internship this summer to see if I can actually enjoy a job. Cashier jobs blow. I might work for two weeks over winter break at the place I worked last summer, however, I don't want to make myself more stressed than I am right now. You try being me and working with men who don't speak your language and serving bitchy customers with only a half hour lunch break and not get really stressed. I don't know if I need money enough to torture myself over break. I'd much rather be lazy or workout everyday.